[Review] Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki, and His Years of Pilgrimage – Haruki Murakami’s latest

tsukuru [Review] Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki, and His Years of Pilgrimage   Haruki Murakamis latest

Haruki Murakami’s latest novel, “Shikisai Wo Motanai Tazaki Tsukuru To, Kare No Junrei No Tabi” was released on April 12, 2013. I pre-ordered online and it was shipped to me as soon as it was available.
Underneath the book cover, it’s written “Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage” in English. So that is how the title translates.

I am sure I’m not the only one to be puzzled when the title was announced. Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki? His yeas of Pilgrimage?
As you might know, the publisher was super secretive of the nature of this new book, just as mush as Murakami’s last novel, 1Q84. All it was revealed was the title, no synopsis, no nothing. But I ordered the book anyway.

I’ve written my review of this book in Japanese, and I don’t know when the English version will be out, but thought I’d write about it here.

I have been reading Murakami since I was 13 (“Norwegian Wood”) – so I’ve been reading for almost 25 years. And I’ve read every single novels he published.

“Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage” is a story of Tsukuru, who was a part of a group of five high school best friends. They were all in a high school in Nagoya, two girls and three boys. They were inseparable. Four kids out of five had a color in their names. Mr. Red, Mr. Blue, Miss White and Miss Black. Tsukuru’s last name is Tazaki – a relatively normal family name without any color in it -hence, he is “Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki”.

Of the five kids in the group, Tsukuru is the only one who went to a college in Tokyo. The rest of the group ended up staying in Nagoya. They still kept in touch, and Tsukuru went to see them whenever he was back in his home town. That is, until Tsukuru’s second year in college…

One day, when Tsukuru was back in town, he was very suddenly cut off from his friends. They wouldn’t return his phone calls and they avoided him. Finally, Mr. Blue tells him over the phone, never to contact them ever again, and they never want to see him again.

If you have read a few Murakami novels, you probably are familiar with the way he mixes reality and non-reality. Sometimes it’s a dream, sometimes it’s the world “out there”, or the world “on the other side”. In The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle, the protagonist travels through walls and even time. Often, protagonists in Murakami novels don’t know whether he is in a dream or not.

Murakami novels are not quite science fiction. It’s a fiction with unexplainable experiences. I know quite a few people who don’t like Murakami books for that reason. “It’s just too weird.” they say.
I’m not too into sci-fi or occult novels myself, but I don’t mind Murakami books at all.

However, if you are one of those readers who don’t like “Just too weird” stories, “Colorless Tazaki Tsukuru” is probably a little easier to get into, I hope.
After Tsukuru was cut off suddenly from his friends, he goes back to Tokyo, obviously devastated. The friends never told him WHY they were cutting him off. They wouldn’t tell him.

Fast forward to present time. Tsukuru is 36, and he is an engineer building train stations. His girlfriend, Sara, asks him to tell her about his time in high school, and Tsukuru tells her about his best friends and how he was abruptly cut off from them. Then she asks why he never tried to find out the reason for it.
(Following is my translation of the conversation)

 “I’m not saying I don’t want to find out the truth. But now, I feel like I should just forget about it all. It happened so long ago, as if I had buried it down somewhere deep below.”
 Sara tightened her thin lips, and then said, “It’s probably a dangerous thing.”
“Dangerous thing.” Tsukuru said. “How so?”
“You might be able to hide your memory somewhere, somewhere deep down, but you won’t be able to erase the history it brought up.”

Sara suggests he goes to visit each friends and find out what had happened to them some good 16 years ago. Hence, his Pilgrimage. Once you read the book, the title is very straightforward. 

I don’t want to reveal too much from the book, but I re-read this few times already, and quite enjoy it. The first half of the book is a good page turner as you will be focusing on the mystery on what happened to the group. As Tsukuru seeks his friend one by one, you will find more about what happened.

I mentioned earlier this is more “real” story for Murakami, however I don’t think he will ever write a novel without some mysterious anecdotes. This book is no exception. There are stories of Mr. Gray and Mr. Green,(Clue, anyone?) which I didn’t quite understand…but appreciated nonetheless.

Another thing I noticed about this book is, for the first time in Murakami novel history, it mentions Facebook and Google. Wow. That was kind of unexpected, as his world is often has “ageless” feeling to it. This definitely reminded me the story is talking place in somewhere relatively close to present.

Last half of the book is quite poignant as Tsukuru travels far to see the last friend of the group. He gets closer and closer to what happened to the friends. I think, the theme of the book is weakness in people, and how vulnerable we can be. This part reminded me a lot of Murakami’s past characters such as Reiko and Naoko from Norwegian Wood, or Kiki from Dance Dance Dance.

It might not make a lot of sense without context, but I thought the following was beautiful. (Again, translated by me)

Then finally he was able to accept everything. Tsukuru Tazaki understood it at the bottom of his soul. People’s hearts are not linked only by harmonies. Rather, they are connected deeply by scars and scars. Tied by pains, and by vulnerabilities.

In the final chapter Tsukuru reflects on his life. His calm narratives also made me reflect on my own life. It’s a quiet, poignant book. I hope you will pick up a copy when the English version is out.

 

Fear Cannot Hold Us Back

I don’t need to recount what happened in Boston today.

I was heartbroken. Devastated. Scared. Depressed. Why would anyone do such a horrible thing?

My first reaction was, fear. I thought I couldn’t go to a place with a large crowd anymore.

I wasn’t going to post anything , but I saw Patton Oswald’s Facebook status and this hit so close to home I just have to repost it.

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I have seen something similar. It was probably an year ago. I was driving home after picking up my son from daycare. I was on a two-lane road and was just about to slow down at a traffic light. Suddenly, a big truck in the right lane of me drove up to the sidewalk. It was one of those monster-truck type vehicle so it was easy for it to pull up over the curb. I wasn’t sure what the guy was doing. Immediately the driver of the truck threw the door open and ran out towards the traffic light. This is when I noticed there was an accident at the traffic light. Motorcyclist was cut off by a car trying to turn right. At first I thought the truck driver was upset as he was held up because of the accident. But soon I realized: He saw the accident, pulled over, and jumped out of the car to help the injured. He suddenly became a hero to me.

This quote from Mr. Rogers is circulating on social media today and this is another positive reminder of humanity.

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I also saw several tweets today about Boston Marathon participants running straight towards hospitals to donate their blood.

“The Good outnumbers you.” And we cannot be afraid. If we start being afraid of darkness, they win, because that’s what they want. We just have got to be brave. Fear cannot hold us back.

 

30 Day Vlog Challenge

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Some of you might remember, but I have tried blogging every day for 30 days. I failed miserably. Although I enjoy writing, blogging every day was really hard for me, not because of lack of material or motivation, but for pure lack of time. When I have my kids at home, I just don’t have that kind of time. Sadly, I fell of that wagon and had to raise a white flag.

I have also tried working out every day. Now, in this context “working out” is more like “Do some sort of physical activity” and this, I managed to do it more than 30 days. I lost count, but I did around 40 consecutive days. Then I left for Japan and there was no time for anything.

Right when I came back from Japan, my life has been a little hectic, trying to catch up on all the things I’ve put on hold while I was away. Now that things has settled a bit, I thought I should get back into a positive routine. Then I happened to read my friend Masatake Hori’s post(in Japanese) on “Simple habits to make positive change”. He has started podcasting every day for 30 days using Soundcloud. Podcasting has been on mind this year as well, but video comes much more naturally to me. So, I decided to vlog for 30 days. I asked my husband Mark to help, and before I knew it, we are doing a vlog together! In order to do it every day for 30 days, I needed the bar to be quite low.  It’s more of a video dairy than a show. We are using his iPhone 5. No other special equipment. (yet).

Here are the first three episodes.

Mark and Yukari Discuss Their Marriage

Mark and Yukari 30 day Video Challenge #2

Mark and Yukari Discuss How To Not Make A Video

What do you think? Leave a comment and make sure to subscribe to Mark’s YouTube channel to see the latest vlog.

TelTell Tohoku Tour (2) Minami Sanriku, Ohara and Ishinomaki

(Read part 1 of this trip here.)

After Kesennnuma, we headed to Minami Sanriku cho. The population of the town before the disaster was 17,378. Now they report 614 deaths and 226 people are still missing. The video below is shot in front of the remains of the town’s Department of Disaster Prevention. About 30 people climbed up on to the roof of the building, but only 10 people survived. The story of a young woman who kept announcing to the town folk to evacuate to the higher ground is utterly tragic. I lost it reporting it here.

We drove by Kitakami river toward Ishinomaki city. Population as of March 2011 was 160,394. Number of deaths 3,490.

I could not believe how stunningly beautiful it was around the river. Green mountains and blue water…Cali and I talked about how such breathtakingly beautiful nature can be so devastating.

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Then we arrived at Okawa Elementary school. They lost 70% of students due to Tsunami.

Okawa school 300x225 TelTell Tohoku Tour (2) Minami Sanriku, Ohara and IshinomakiThere were a lot of people praying here. Heartbreaking. There was also a newly built memorial.

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After that we drove to Ohara to see my friend Caroline. She is from UK but volunteers at Ohara. When we got there she was painting a shed. We met online and I love her pragmatic attitude towards rebuilding. If you wait for people to come help, you would be waiting for a long time. So, she fundraises on her own and does what needs to be done. Ohara is a small town of population around 120, but with Tsunami they lost about 50 people. Please consider supporting this small community by donating directly on her site.

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Next we headed to Ishinomaki city for Yahoo! Japan Fukko Base. Fukko means Reconstruction in English. Here we did a Ustream show and interviewed Mr. Sunaga from Yahoo! Japan.

Yahoo ustream 300x225 TelTell Tohoku Tour (2) Minami Sanriku, Ohara and IshinomakiAt Yahoo Fukko Base, they are offering the space for different creative project to support reconstruction of Ishinomaki area. I did a quick video here as well:

That was it for the Tohoku tour. I know what we saw was the tip of the iceberg, and there are so many people still living in temporary housings. It is such a huge disaster, many people almost feel helpless, not knowing where to begin. At the same time I got to see many people volunteering their time to make at least a little progress a day. This was one of the few positive things I saw.

We headed back to Tokyo. And the next day, we met with several Japanese alpha bloggers – Japanese term for widely read bloggers – to discuss TelTell app and also how we can contribute to Tohoku reconstruction. It was great to meet all the bloggers! John said we needed to do something big if we wanted people’s attention back to 311 reconstruction. I agree; since 311, there was Hurricane Sandy and other natural disasters;  economy is bad and people in other parts of the world are too busy worrying about their own problems. I also suggested TelTell can be the app for people around the world to directly communicate with people in Tsunami affected areas. It was a meaningful discussion and I feel we planted seeds for next projects here.

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Thank you TelTell and Tasukeai Japan for this incredible opportunity to visit Tohoku.

Special thanks to Yuuki from Tasukeai Japan. We took a photo with same order as last year. I hope to be back in Japan soon!

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